26.12.11

i miss home. miss my ayah, and i miss u my old-friend

Ngh selak2 buku nak stadi. well,mmg ngah stadi pon. ttiba trasa nk bkak blog.. Then cek my sister's blog.. kemaennn kau yee update belog tiap jam! haha.. Untonglahhh ade lappy dpn mata.. Semalam ada usha2 wifi for home user. Which one is better? Streamix ade wifi kn?? Unifi? Ke yes? tak kesah r mna2. akn pasang nxt coming month. hehe..

Sbnrnya, i looked at ur page at fb td. we were close friends before. we used to b  best-buddies before. due to some issues, we b apart. dr dulu lg, i think u r a lucky girl. everyone loves u. yeah, atleast u have friends who can stand besides u. u hv great siblings n parents. u hv strong heart. u have nice smile cOmbined with great teeth! haha.. u hv wonderful mmories with him. u have him! u have ur pride and dignity. U have almost everything i wish i can have. these are among reasons why i always envy with u. u know what, there are certain things yg Allah. designs purposely for a Person je. like u and me, whatever u have tak sama dgn apa je yg sy ada.  u r lucky enough to have all whatever u hv sekarang ni dlm sedar ataupon tak, so keep thankful for that ya. Remember, there are many people outside there who envy with u, including me! Huu..

2 days in uia, i already miss home. He texted me last night and i said i don't wanna stay here for so long. I miss home! Hurmm.. Talked to him make me remember our 'twins baby convocation' plans.. Well, berangan itu mmg indah! last night i was having a sweet dream. a trip to cameron highland yow!! miss that place so much! last time i went there was during my form 2. n telling ya the truth, he was there jugak! hahahahaha! well, sort of org kampung pnya trip.  Hurmm , we were having fun kat sana. walaupon masa tu sooo kanak2 lagi..  cinta monyet yow! bila da besa, jd cinta gorilla lahh! hahah! owh, ptg td pon kunun nk take a nap. tp smpi 3jam tdo nap hamende tah! n i dreamt i was havin a big fight with my dad regarding to her-u-know-who! geramm! kna marah dgn ayah walaupon sekadar dalam mimpi is not a good feeling tau. i hate perasaan yg mcm ni.. mybe sbb i miss him a lot! yo daddy i miss u! esok pg2 gonna bgn awl and drive straight to airport to pick him up! c ya tmorow ayah!