9.8.09

manusia masa kini..

tertarik dgn head topic news arini..bercerita tetang sensitiviti muslim mengenai penjualan arak di kawasan majoriti penduduknya adalah muslim..siapa yg benarkan??pemimpin kesayangan kita la..siapa dia??pemimpin muslim kita sendiri la..ape la nak jadi..ni ke yg kita mahukan dr pemimpin yang konon2nya mampu mberi kesejahteraan kpd rakyat?.tepuk dada tnyalah selera..
bukan nak masuk campur hal mereka,tp sbg rakyat kite kna gak amek tau perkembangan sekeliling dan hal2 persekitaran..sebab tu hak kita..sbb ni negeri kita..tanah kite..dia dilantik sbgai mewakili suara kita sbg pemilik tanah melayu ni..bukan kita yg kna ikot cakap dia..kita di tanah demokrasi..bukannya dia dilantik tok jadi dictator kpd diri kte y smemangnya punya hak disini.. puaslah hati kan kepada sesapa yg da memilih..konon-kononnya mereka menang..padahal mereka kalah di tangan mereka sendiri..malu ke tak malu tu??..
berbalik kepada kisah, kite hidup berlandaskan sejarah..sejarah yg ajar kite macamana nak tentukn hala hidup..sejarah yg bg kite peluang tok terus hidup sbnrnya..tp knapa bile kite da dapat,capai semua hasil titik peluh nenek moyang kite,kite da rase semua manis buahnya,kite lupakan mereka macam tu je?.adil ke bagi mereka?.kita tamak,kita rakus meratah hasil usaha mereka,tapi tuba pulak yang kita balas.kita trus lupa,lalai dan leka.asyik dgn nikmat dunia smpi kite lupa akar umbi..lupa asal diri..hahah!.malu kowt!.sia2 jela kita blja sejarah btahun2 dr kecik smpai ke dewasa klu cmtu.. perkara yg blaku tu msti ade sebab..so kita kna pahamla sebab musababnya..kalau xtau,cuba carik.jgn batukan diri...majukanlah diri tu sket...isi minda kite dgn ilmu2 semasa..tak rugi pon la..
dalam Quran pun da menggariskan supaya kite taat kepada pemimpin dikalangan kita (atii'u~lu'l 'amri minkum) tp haruske kita taat kepada pemimpin yang mezalimi kita?.yg merampak hak2 asasi kita sbgai manusia?.penah ke dia tunjuk yang dia sayangkan kite sbgai rakyatnya,even sebagai saudara seagamanya..haii..masih bnyak yg x dirungkai lagi..kalu nak cerita,sampai sudah pon abis..
berbalik kepada kisah sebenar, dan kali ni kite pandang dari sudut logik dan undang2 pulak.. dia cakap sebelum ini tiada peraturan tidak membenarkan minuman keras dijual di kawasan orang Islam, tetapi pengendali premis menggunakan mekanisme peraturan sendiri untuk tidak menjualnya kepada orang Islam dan kanak-kanak. hah??.ape ni??. kite hukum muslim yg consume arak tp kite x cuba tok prevent penjualannya pon..<>
hahah..kalo cakap tu bia ikot akal la..peraturan sendiri???.sedangkan peraturan yg negara tolong sediakan pon dorg tanak ikot ni lagikan peraturan sendiri..sndri punya rules,sndri punya ati,sndri mau ingtla bai..huhu.. bila mata dikaburi wang ringgit,.bila syaitan duduk keliling diri,rase2 boleh pkai ke undg2 sendiri tu??.haish,ni yg pelik...umur da meningkat.bukan xde pelajaran tp cakap macam org kurang akal kadang2..jgn la macam tu..sygla anak bangsa sendiri..kalau bukan dia yang da jadi bapak negeri kita sekarang untk jaga anak2 dan generasi dia sndri,sape lagi?.nak kna pkai mekanisme peraturan sndri gak ke??.hahaha..ntahla ape nak jadi...
sama2la kita fikirkan..mana yang baik tu kite ambil sbgai tauladan,mna yg xbetul tu,kite sbgai generasi muda nila yg patut perbetulkan..bukan take for granted,terima seadanya.buat2 pekak,pejam mata tuli telinga..klau ye pon nak redha,bia kna pd tempatnya..sayangilah diri..jauhi najis dadah..wassalam...

4.8.09

gedik??

Stat masuk sini je feel wierd..
ble stat nak becakap,macam2 je datang menghenyak2 minda.
ceh,,bleh x sober sket?
bleh kot kan rsenya..
sesuatu tlh maloyakan saye..annoying sggh!.ble org ckp x serupa bikin ni.
pndai kp org diri sndri xsedar begelumang taik gak.
sory to say but it was really2 annoying fren!.not only that,u r distracting,super irritating ever!
actly xpenah jmpe pon tp mmg rse cm da knl rapat..
silalah wahai si gadis gedik..anda juga gedik sprti kata2 yg anda lontarkn kpd org lain.
btolla org ckp tak kenal maka tak cinta..tp klu dibagi pilihan pon,aku cm malas nk kenal ko sbb ak xnk jth cinta ngn ko yg cuma pndai ckp kosong je..
huhu..berani ckp r depan2..tunjukkn diri ko yg gedik tu dpn2..words are always there..,menyorok kat blkang byg2 sndri..sape pon bleh wat cmtu..
sbb tula org tua2 salu pesan..bila nk bukak mulut n bcakap ni bia bpada2..sbb ape yg klua dr mulut kite tu sesetengahnya mencerminkn diri kte sndri sbnrnya...u can say people annoying..but hv u ever ask those people how they see urself plak??.huhu..
muhasabahla diri..tgk kat jari jemari kita.. satu jari kite mnunding kat org lain, 4 jari lagi mnunding kat diri kite sndri..pnh prasan x bnda tu?.
fikirknlah kawan..klau ade kesempatan,aku tingin nak bekenalan ngn ko sbnrnya sbb ko byk ajr aku erti kesabaran n keredhaan..erti mnilai seseorg mlalui tingkah laku n perwatakan..
maaf klau terkasar bahasa..raya ni jmpt r dtg umah eh!.bwk skali matahari yg menyinari ko tu..rsenya dy tau jln nk g umah aku..
hak3!.ADIOS

14.7.09

MEGA SAVINGS!



br nk stat ni..huu...a day in campus for this new semester...blom byk dugaan n cabaran agi yg kna tempuh..(except yg blaku kat dlm blk stor tu je r kan..huhu). byk azam baru sem ni..byk target baru gak actly,,hahah!..aku cube..tp hari 1st ni je aku da langgar 1 of the azams tu..huu... papepon aku xnk cube rosakkan ari2 mendatang ni ngn pkara2 n mslh2 yg smemangnya xkn penah slesai..let say, LOVE,MONEY,MAN!! etc..no way!,.xmgkn aku kalah ngn diri sndri..huu.. antra pkara yg aku cube nk solve sem2 ni n sem2 mendatang, antaranya..
  • first of all,dpt atleast B in criminal as the second timer!..arr..so sucks!..

  • menghakis masalah bgn lmbat gue..huu..

  • cube sedaya upaya tok tdo awl..hahah!! (skang je! da kol 3am!)

  • kurangkan skaldal sekaligus jimat wet topup..hee..

  • krgkan layan perasaan ngn Da' Sucks!

  • jimat dwet blnje...smpn wet PT n cume gune wet yg akn dberi jer..

  • terminate broadband!..huhuhu..hampir xterdaya.
  • xnk dgr lagu RAWAN, KAMELIA, DAN SEBENARNYA, PELAMIN ANGANKU MUSNAH, JASON MRAZ'S SONGS, MY ALL n all the sucks songs!

  • kurangkn hiburan,banyakkan ibadah..insyaallah tok bhu
  • nak pkai pkaian yg menutup urat2 saraf saye..
  • xmau g klas lambat lg dah..haa..malu kowt!


  • xmau blk umah salu..........

  • cube terima kekurangan diri dan insan2 sekitar

  • DIET!. mak,ni ssh ni..huu...


laptop rosak.nk bukak.. pon cume wat skt ati je..ikotkn nafsu nk je beli baru..ikotkn ati mmg nk bli PC pkai dwet pt..tp ble pk2 blk,bkn aku gune salu pon...cume wat ak buang masa..wat assgmnt pon xkemana..lib kan ade..kwn2 pon ade..so padamkan niat tu wat masa ni... kmpul dwet nk g umrah pas grad t..da jnji ngn nani..lau dy xnk g pon xpe..leh je g sndri..asalkn da psg niat kan..haha..


back to the Q y aku dok pk dr td ni..."how to determine the offender is stictly liable for the crime without considering the evil intention?.hwever the general rule of crime is based on 2 basic elemets; mensrea n actus rea..so how to determine??". c?? soklan simple pon ak bleh cnfuse..cmne nk msk klas sok ni pon ak xtau..hmm...


back to the krisis jiwa..hmm..so far im clean!. but i know ade kwn2 sy y kt stu tu arent totally clean enough lg..lau stakat jantan kite nak ignore kawan sndri,baik padamkan jela niat tu..back to the nature ma fren..pk baik2..skang bleh la awk wat cmtu..n skang bleh la org tlg awk lg..igt..kawan pon ade ati,ade perasaan..jgn ikotkn ati ngn prasaan sndri je..kwn2 sayangkan awk..lau sy xanggp awk kwn saye,da lama saya biakan awk je..diam xbmakna kite setuju..awk kna phm tu..awk kna pk elok2..watpe nk wat bnda yg bleh mkn dri sndri..sama r cm lau kite minum arak ..sbb tula ALLAh awl2 lagi haramkan kite amek bnda2 cmtu..bnda yg bleh melalaikan kite..hilangkan kewarasan kite sebagai umat Muhamad..lupa pegangan diri..lupe semuanya..lupe kawan2 yg salu ade ngn awk...igt,,bile awk susa,kwn gak y awk crik..kwn gak yg akn cube tlg awk..awk jugak xleh nk tahan sorg2 sakit tu nnt..biasalah,,bila perasaan yg da kawal diri kite,xkn ade da kewarasan dan cara2 pencegahan yg bleh kite fikirkan..org pon salu cmtu gak..kenala saling beringat..kite same2 beringat.. prevention is always better than cure.btol x?.so lau xnak sakit jgn r crik pnyakit...sbbnya bile awk sakit,bnda tu leh bjgkit..n org xnk sakit sma sbb tgk awk skt..phm kn mksd org?.org cube nk jd kwn y tbaik..n org cube slagi mana yg termampu..org akn ade bile2 je awk perlukn org...jgnla sia2kan pe yg org da cube bwat tok awk ni..lau btol la awk hargai org sbg kwn awk,lawan la perasaan awk tu sndri..ikot kata hati mmg kite mati..ikotkan kata nafsu mmg kite buntu..ikotkan kata minda dan sifat waras yg ade dlm jiwa tu..insyaallah kite slamat dunia akhirat..selamat dr anasir2 y salu merosakkn jiwa2 lemah kite sbg wanita...kuat mana pon kite,macho tahap dewa skalipon,airmata tu jela yg akn jd peneman setia bile jiwa da lara..tnyala diri kite ape yg kite nak sbnrnya dlm idop ni..lau btol awk nakkan dy,bjuang tok dapatkn die..lau awk kate "dah! org xnak lg dah!" usahala sedaya upaya tok lepaskan die..biala dy datang kat kite aslkan kite pandai tepis n elak sume gangguan2 tu, insyaalah kte ttp akn dpt terima knyataan tu nnt..pcayalah ckp org..org da penah rse pe y awk rse..org da wat ape y org spatotnya wat.sbb org xthn nak tanggung sakit tu lama2...mmg sakit mule2..tp lau stakat sakit dunia pon kite xleh nak tahan,cmne kite nak lawan sakit di alam barzah n di dunia abadi kite yg mmg sedia maklum xtertahan azabnya nanti kan.. APE2 pon sumenya terpulang kt dri kte sndri..kite y plh jln idop kite..kte yg warnakan rentang2 kehidupan kite..bile awk rse saya btol,awk ikotla but ble awk rse ade kekurangan yg sy sndri pon xsedar,awk tegurlah..sma2 kite blja sastera2 kehidupan ni yg xmgkn penah ade kesudahannya.....wassalam..

30.6.09

how to b single

arini nak wat book review la plak..hehe..the moment i read the book i feel something yg ssh nk dscribe..the book suits me..not a fantacy or self-cauraging book but stil it had teach me alot!.after almost 3months br dpt abeskan bce buku ni..wow!!.such a long time kan??.haha.. what i get from this book which i like to share to the single frens of mine outside which is the book is very2 wonderful!..try r bce buku ni lau xcaye..haha..


first: believe in yourself...love urself..yes!.yourself! --which is the most important ingredient!.
  • we have to love ourselves fiercely.like a lioness protecting her cub
  • we love ourselves as passionately as the romans love, with joy and entitlement and enthusiasm
  • we do love ourselves with the pride and dignity of any french women.
  • we love ourselves like 70-years-old brazillian enjoying the samba dance in the middle of a block party!.is that posible?.haha
  • we have to aggrasively love ourselves. we practically have to stalk ourselves, that is how much energy we need to put into this.
  • last but not least, we have to discover our inner Viking and wear our shining armor and love ourselves as bravely as we ever thought possible. so yes!. i guess we practically have to love ourselves!
what i can say is that in order to look for the love from the what-we-call-a-lover, we must be a lover first...to spread or love to urrselves,then to our family,the frens n then barula our a-man-who-we-call-him-myman. betwenn family n fren, family become the priority..between frens and boyfren, then the frens are in the higher position..haha...
a long time ago, my fren(if i can call him a fren) always argued sayin that if i have to choose btween man n fren, the exact answer is the man..fren may with me forever dlm keadaan susah or senang but love is difficult to find..hahaha!!..i proved to him that was WRONG!.kawan pon ade hati n perasaan..kawan pon pandai berkecil hati..kawan pon boleh hilang n pergi kalau kite abaikan die..so what??. i proved it wrong..mmgla betol kawan akn sentiasa ada dgn kite but it just physically..but emotianally?sedangkan haiwan pon pandai merajuk inikan pula manusia yg tuhan anugerahkan akl fikiran yg cerdik dan hati dan perasaan y mudah tersentuh..so the better ways are to show n spread ur love in the circle of urs..the cirlce which is built to urself.. then baru u can get the real love of ur life..it that so ironic rite?. i like this..perhaps u like this too..

21.5.09

bye bye..



becoz of loving you,i lost my own heart..



4.5.09

INTERSCHOL DEBATING CHAMPIONSHIP 09

the girls of welfare!..hehe


al-amin team B..sayalah usher dorg yg berdedikasi..hehe


ngn nida tersayang...luv ya.. =)


cenderahati tok adik2..hehehe


nani..sori...i made it happened again!.huk3..(tasik titiwangse..)


moot court yg sesak lg padat..


abeh ghupenya duwet aku doeh...


adik2 tiha tersayang...huu... (merah padam muke tiha dikelilingi mamat2 SAS


tym bincang motion..besungguh2 kan??


strictly no parking okay??


peneman setiaku..hee...


adik2 nana pule... MRSM KKB



welcomer at cac..glamour gak job ni taw!..haha..


nothing much to say....
just look and smile!. =)

DIA DALAM KENANGAN

what more to say...
saya syg die..
sbg kawan yg paling akrab..
zaman kecik2 dulu..
he was my obsession..
and now he was gone
pergi mengadap Allah yang Esa..
oh...itulah takdirnya..
yg hidup tu pasti akan kembali..
cuma masa dan dimana..
persoalannya yg xmampu kita jwb..
sbgai mnusia kite cume mmpu bserah..
INNALILLAHIWAINNALILLAHIRRAJIUNN...

ive given the news a few hours ago...he was died this morning due to accident in ulu yam...
i like to called him boy.. his real name was farid.. my first obsession(if i can said so).
he was nice..good looking..matured...byk knangan kanak2 bsama die..dulu tym kecik salu bfikir lau la aku dpt kawen ngn die...huk3...never be close wif him, only just for a while during my form 4 but i know he liked me too..huhu...farid..what happen to u?.u r gone too fast!..makk!...aku rase kehilangan!..xcukup2 rase sedih n kehilangan!...ohh,,im sorry...xsepatutnya aku rse cmni...sapelah aku nk meratapi pemergiannya...aku doakn kau bhgia di sana...Allah lebih sayangkan kau..kau byk ajr aku erti kehidupan...byk...aku xpernah rse tenang setenang bile aku dpt tgk riaksi kau..mengiburkan..kau baik..wlau apepon yg org lain kate..aku tau jauh di sudut ati kau,kau mmg seorang yang baik..wlau sape pon yg pernah singgah kat hati ni..kau ttp yg pertama farid.itu xkan pernah berubah...
aku smpn sume kenangan kite baik2..kau ttp dalam anganku...aku ttp akan sayang kau...tu xkan penah berubah..kau kawan aku dunia akhirat farid...kite pasti akn jumpe lagi...arah tujuan kite ttp sama..cuma kau dipanggil dahulu dari aku...takdir kite berbeza..aku akn teruskan hidup...jaga ibu kau di sana...dia sedang tunggu kau..biarkan yg hidup ni teruskan hidup..huh..
Ya Allah..kenapa die?sempat ke die bertaubat bersujud kepadamu??sempat ke??Ya Allah.maafkan lah semua kesalahan die.die cume insan biase.insan yg lemah dan mudah terpedaya dgn nikmat dunia..huu....aku jd takut...andai selepas ini giliran aku menghadap Kau ya Allah!..adakah aku bersedia??.aku belum bersedia ya Allah!..bukakanlah jalanku..suluhkanlah lorong2 gelapku ya ALlah..aku menuju ke arah taubatMu...huu..
Farid...tenanglah kau di sana...bersemadi dengan aman...ada hikmahnya mengapa Dia mengambilmu lebih awal dr yang lain2...semoga kau bahgia...sampaikan salam aku dengan yang Esa...kite pasti kan jumpe lagi di lain dunia..aku janji itu.....

AL-FATIHAH UNTUK MUHAMMAD FARID...

10.4.09

We tried to be human but we failed haha (evil grins)

My special thanx goes to no other else, Nur Hannaani for the first new entry haha..The compliment will straight away goes to her ( if you manage to hit my ponit haha). Well i guess the first one should be the remarkable one but it turn out to be the other way.Doesnt matter anyway.

i have lots of things to share here with u guys and i'll make it easier for me to get in touch by having this blog. my dearest frens n i gonna make it crazier ever i hv not been able to have before..so nani will proceed...

Dont play with the fire.Please get my point.I really mean it.You may now rest in peace in 'hell'.Say whatever you wish to say and i WONT give even A shit to you.Do whatever you wish to do and i dont even fucking care.Now take back all your memeories.Ah i mean your sad black memories. even the evil memories!..plizz.. i begging you...huhuhuhu...

Its easy to say 'i love you' rather than appreciate the one who really loves and cares towards you.Pathetic huh?After all,this type of person should be categories as the most lousy-pathtic-outstanding person.You made mockery of all theses.I know your love wasnt real.And i blamed myself for stupidly believed whatever you said to. even there is my fav mistake but i still regreting it.. dont ever blame me because of my feelings towards you (evil feelings i mean)..

I blamed you,you blamed me back.Thanx for taking me for granted.I can get another you in a second man.Frankly speaking,i am the real fighther!haha im please with myslef.I know when i should surrender..AT LEAST!and so now i am surrender.The more i know you,the more i know the meaning of love.The more i love,the more i can feel the hurt.Love hurts.Loving you is a mistake,loving you is exhausting.To people out there,please do not involve youself into love.NO WAY back into love.Am i sound rigid?No im not!If you guys feel im emotive type of person,then you are wrong to be here..Dipersilakan..

I have a long holiday ahead.Tapi there is another one paper to go.Bloody you..Go study lah!Hahaha.Enough for now.Back to study ;)