lalalalala~

kan??.template baru kan??.hahahaha... ye, saya gila template!. will be changing it frequently smpai pueh hati!.yeyeh!

psstt- esok an sy ade exam EAP4000..hak3~ x tau ape?.xpe, xyah tau pon xpe..cuma doakan sy yg terbaek ye..wassalam

heartbroken~

this is absolutely not me!.hahaha.. i dont have any hole in my chest,.instead of that, it was fully filled! ahaha~ *in case u dont know*

im neither this!.yeah~

and this! =))

and this... hahaha~

jumble up everything ~

salam. n hello!.haha

no current issues, absolutely no good news at all. today's event?.yup.. mmg nk berceloteh sket bout what had happened today. hurmm.. me start my day miserably. jam at nkve n it took almost 2hours to reach uia, wth la kan. haih..masuk klas ngm2 kna perli ngn mdm. again, wth! abes klas tros zoom pulang ke rumah org tua.. yeah, kunun2 nk sejukkan hati sket la an.. tbe2 dgr rumors kna evacuate mahallah lagi for this coming vacation wlaupon next sem remain the same room, plus, store isnot provided. yup, again, WTH! sabar lagi ni..yee.. balik2 tros online then got good news yg room evacuation cancelled. fuh!, selamat!.kalau x mmg sia2 kna caci n maki.. around 3pm, daddy ajk g jenjalan..g bank la actually. jd driver dy jap, sekaligus melapangkan nafas yg sesak d rumah ni.. hurm, cane nk ckp ye..xtau la cane nk mula.. i saw someone like him, or ntah2 btol him somewhere around my neighbourhood,.u, kalau btol itu u, then plis2 let me know.. takpela.. let it past together with the wind..huk3

ok, nk dijadikan cerita, sesampainya di bank yg dituju, me punya la tawaf bank nk carik parking bsama si kecik iman tu. daddy da masuk dulu la.. then dpt parking me n adik tros la zoom ke dlm bank. sjuk sket aircond free.haha..owh, i noticed smone! my dad da snyum2 kambing la an.. haha.. ok, ptotla happy semacam..dy sonok dok jumpa 'menantu idaman' dy kat situ..wahh! me dlm ati, 'masak r pasni kna bahan kaw2!shoot!' huh!, dear F, u jgnla igt my dad tu dok suka n always ayat2 u, offer2 u jd menantu dy, u da dpt green light..owh come on!.i know u n u know me too..ayat paling sentap my dad bg was, 'haih, da terkedu da dua2 org.haha' whats wrong with u daddy?. u igt ni zaman dulu2 nk match making?.waahh!,. erkk..tetiba terbayang kalau2 mmg kna kawen paksa nnt..huh! kuar dr stu tros lepak kopitiam. my dad mcm2 tnya, umur dia, kja dah ke, ank no bapa, kna ktne.wahh! me jwb mna yg tau jelah. n last ade gelak besar by me d hujung jawapan n bserta statement xleh balh. 'ayh ni tanya macam akk btol2 nak jd bini dy je. belom kenal sgt2 la. nnt kalau da kenal rapat, ayh tnya lagi ek soklan2 yg lebih mncabar.' hahaha,,wth,again n again!.ayh, itu adalah ayt sarkastik terover yg me boleh bg..maaf, saya x berminat.. n me sambung 'ayh, dah2 la jgn la offer dy nk jd menantu ke hantu ke hape ke,.kot2 dy datang betol, kan naya je ank ayh sorg ni..ayh mmg r best, dpt menantu idaman, tp kakak x best la sbb xdpt suami idaman.huk3..' yes, btol kan3??. ttba baru la tringat yg saya ade sorg adik pompuan.. n sgt pantas minda ini bfikir..ntah2 dy nk offer kat my lil sis, bukan offer kat me pon, prasan trlebih sudeh ainil hawa!. yeah!. hopefully,.yeah!.

ini bukan kali ptama blaku..everytime my dad met him, bile balik umah dgn sgt excited dy announce satu pelusuk rumah itu..bole kata every single moment la kan..haih..n everytime i saw his happy face, i keep asking myself,.'boleh ke me bagai my dad menantu yg dy bole betul2 terima?.what if he cant?.owh, my dad is flexible,.mungkin boleh..what about my mum?.whatever happened, she still my mum kn?..' i start thinking bout my future.. yup,. my future with someone who i dunno i can fully corporate with him or not. with my stubborness, keras hati lagi, jiwa kental terlebih..gelong x bertepi..can i?.risau ni risau...

put that aside.. xperlu runsing2 lagi wat masa ni.. now ni ngh pk for my first single event with Pu3 this coming thursday. i will b conducted a tahlil n akn blangsung in my house.. adatlah, bile bertahlil mesti ada cuci2 mulut bagai.. sekarang memikirkan menu ye.. mum suro order je tp dad ckp masak sndiri..masak mihun bodo pon takpe. tp mslhnya xkan la nk hidangkan org mihun bodo2 je??.masak apa?. from a till z i hv to settle it by myself.. no more asking for help.tanak terhutang budi walaupon dgn darah daging sendiri. fine. u dont love me. i will never care anymore. u want me to leave this house asap n i will do it as u wish.. never mind. give me less than 1 year, ill make sure everyrthg runs smoothly. dont bother me. dont pretend like u care while actually u r not.. well, Allah knows better. He gives u a person like me for u to ponder. why do He creates me like this?with this kind of features?.sbb apa?.bcoz nobody is perfect! nobody! kalau u x bole nk accept me apa adanya, well n fine i got some places outside there which can accept me the way i am..bukanla nk kata x kenang jasa.. me also have heart. i do have feeling.. kalau nk saya jd heartless, better u request anak patung je awl2 dulu,dont request a creature called human being to be one of ur companies.. apa2 pun, thnx alot. i know i did hurt u so much. but me also hurt a lot!.. we hurt each other kan?.im sorry for being rude for u then.. ok, lets life determines what would happen to us after this.. enough until here. all the best. continue to love ur love. never mind me. im nobody pun for u..

express pizza!

hahahaha.... trasa nk upload makanan makan malamku semalam.. ye!. nama pon express pizza so mmg sgt express la disiapkannya..lalalala~
da malam2 kn so mcm pulun sgt la kalo nk uli tepung buat doh ape bagai..so the best solution is gunakan jah roti yg lebih2 ni.. hahaha.. so simple yet sedap! credit Nadia Razali sbb we share this recipe during baking course aritu..heeee~

1st bake.. huduh?. yup mmg pon.. wa x kesah sbb abes jugak dibelasah adik wa n kwn2 dy..lalala~ (snbrnya kn gmbr ni melintang, tp malas nk rotate, so abaikan)

2nd bake.. Big Boss punye!. mozarela cheese sudah habes so tampal saja dgn cheesedale!. gagagaga~

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this kind of food org2 tua bukan nk layan sgt.. kalau my mum, paing2 pon dy ratah onion n kerak2 roti tu sbb dy x makan cheese kan.. sonok kalau dpt buat untuk anak2 ke, adik2 kecik ke, ank2 jiran ke, ank2 ke n ank2 ke...... huhuhu...

keluhan pendek: take picture through BB mmg sgt x memuaskan.. adakah perlu saya mmbeli dsrl pula selepas ini??. quing up quing up... larger oven n mixer n china dulu ainil hawa!

N bukan nama sebenar

hell yeah!!.. tak sangka saya ada stalker!. hahaha!!. thnx N thnx alot for stalking my page! yeah!... sumpah gembira atleast tau ada someone yg salu update page saya ni... hahahaha... u r great stalker n well known worldwide N. wa an, kalao ada award for the best stalker, wa mmg da anugerahkan kat lu ar kan.. keh3! owh, reminder ye N, dont use my words as weapon to destroy me because i'll never be destroyed by anything or anyone! kecuali mati n kiamat.. =))

ps: Nai, please make a survey for our 'Geng Chenta Mati' next trip.. n please dont choose or dare to vote for Melaka.. Monte Carlo perhaps?. kita an ANAK2 TRILLIONARE!. hahaha..

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saturday; 2.40am. status: rindu kamu...

sekian.

duh~

Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can't lose. ~Bill Gates~

sense of humour~

salam.. entry kali adalah untuk those yg suka membaca... hahaha... berjalan2 di lorong hj google sbntr td. then cari smthng yg menarik untuk santapan minda pagi2 i ha.. tserempak la plak ngn satu laman, nama dia Reader's Digest Version. wuhooo!!.... sesiapa penggemar RD mmg akn sgt tertarik ngn laman ni.. wahh,. once upon a time, saya penah la jd pengumpul tegar RD. masa skola dulu2..bacanya idak pon..kumpul je lebih..haha..bila baget merundum, stop la beli.. so lepas tu, kalo byk masa, just g library to have some reading on it.. tapi x terfikir la plak untuk search for online..wahaha..

ok2, topic hari ini is about sense of humour. yup.. btul la tuh. kenapa??. sbb saya suka humour!.haha.. saya suka lawak jenaka. anythng can b a joke. yes, anythng!. tapi i understand yg x semua akan suka. manusia2 berhati cekal dan waja xkan suka humour. golongan2 ini cuma akan straight forward n overly honest in speaking which i dont really prefer it in my words. yup, being honest is perlu, tp sometimes kalau jujur sangat pon payah. you can break someone's heart by telling the truth directly. so speak wisely.. haha.. eh, u know what, by smiling n laughing, and think funny things, it can reduce almost half of your illness!. nak2 yg ada high blood pressure ke, hypertension ke.. Research finds that humor can help you cope better with pain, enhance your immune system, reduce stress, even help you live longer. Laughter, doctors and psychologists agree, is an essential component of a healthy, happy life. serius tau!. so, do improve your sense of humour ok!. =)

i wud love to share everythg i've read just now. interesting!. title article ni is 19 Ways to Enhance Your Sense of Humor. for further reading, boleh la click ke title article tu ek. enjoy!

1. First, regain your smile. Smiles indicate that stress and the weight of the world haven’t overcome you. If your day isn’t marked by at least a few dozen, then you need to explore whether you are depressed or overly stressed.
2. Treat yourself to a comedy festival. Reward yourself frequently with the gift of laughter, Hollywood style.
3. Recall several of the most embarrassing moments in your life. Then find the humor in them.
4. Anytime something annoying and frustrating occurs, turn it on its head and find the humor.
5. Read the comics every day and cut out the ones that remind you of your life.
6. Sort through family photographs and write funny captions.
7. Every night at dinner, make family members share one funny or even embarrassing moment of their day.
8. When a person offends you or makes you angry, respond with humor rather than hostility. (i've done this before! buat ala2 prof. sentap mak nak tu!..wahaha.. end up rasa funny sgt!)
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10. Spend 15 minutes a day having a giggling session. (tetiba xleh emagine kalau abg2 macho yg buat. sumpah lawak!.hahaha)
11. Read the activity listings page in the newspaper and choose some laugh-inducing events to attend.
12. Add an item to your daily to-do list: Find something humorous.
13. When you run into friends or coworkers, ask them to tell you one funny thing that has happened to them in the past couple of weeks. and then you give your good respond.
14. Find a humor buddy. This is someone you can call just to tell him something funny; someone who will also call you with funny stories of things he’s seen or experienced.
15. Exaggerate and overstate problems.
16. Develop a silly routine to break a dark mood.
17. Create a humor environment.
18. Experiment with jokes.
19. Focus humor on yourself.

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note of the day: x dapat bayangkan kalau kna spend whole life with someone yg langsung tade sense of humour. creepy!

dialah jodohku~

salam.. terbaca satu artikel di I Luv Islam. menarik! ada pengisian dan manfaat.. sangat sesuai untuk mereka2 yg x berapa faham konsep 'berpasangan'. haha.. prinsip org lain2. cara org berkasih sayang pon lain2.. cara saya juga lain.. mungkin tak ramai yang faham cara saya menyayangi orang (mksd sy orang yang belum ada ikatan dengan kita lah).. 'bercinta' x semestinya kita memerlukan kekasih. cukuplah saya bercinta pada yang Satu buat masa ini.. owh, ramai berpendapat, "kalau tak bercinta, macamana nak kenal hati budi?.boleh ke kahwin dengan orang yg kita tak cinta?" bagi saya, boleh ja. 'bercinta' bukanlah tiket untuk kita mengenali hati budi orang lain semata2. bertaaruf dalam ikatan SAHABAT, masih relevan kan?.mengenali adik beradik dan saudara mara kita, itu consider bercinta ke?. mempunyai sahabat2 yang rapat, perlu ke 'brcinta' dengan mereka baru bole kenal hati budi?. bagi saya, cinta itu suci. hanya Allah yang satu dan insan2 terpilih saja yg boleh memiliki cinta kita. keep ur love sacred. simpan cinta awak hanya untuk Dia.. =)

kat sini suka rasanya hati ini untuk kongsikan keratan artikel yang dbaca tadi.. enjoy!

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Untuk memilih teman hidup, lelaki mesti memilih wanita yang cantik, bergaya dan boleh dibawa ke sana sini. Dalam hati mesti berbangga kerana pasangannya cantik dan orang sentiasa memuji akan kecantikan pasangannya.

Antara pujian itu:

"Pandai kamu memilihnya, kalaulah aku dapat, aku tak akan lepaskannya."

"Pewittt, hebatnya kamu, cantik... cantik... cantik."

Mesti kamu akan berbangga jika menerima pujian sebegitu.

Pasangannya boleh dibawa ke mana-mana sahaja, setiap hari keluar dating. Tidak kira siang malam, yang penting bahagia. Setiap hari ada saja temujanji untuk bertemu tanpa ada istilah jemu.

Bahagiakah namanya itu jika setiap hari keluar dating? Itulah lumrah pasangan berkasih, sehinggakan lupa segala syariat dan hukum Allah S.W.T.

"Yang penting 'happy', hidupkan hanya sekali."

Tahu pula hidup hanya sekali, kenapa tak banyakkan amal ibadat, supaya di sana nanti lebih bahagia, tidak ada masalah yang menimpa, tidak payah fikir apa pun.

Kalaulah pasangan yang dipilihnya tidak cantik, tidak bergaya biarpun pasangannya seorang muslimah sejati, orang tentu akan mengejinya. Mesti dia terseksa, walaupun dia menyedari itulah pilihan yang terbaik dan menjamin Syurga buatnya.

Antara kejian itu:

"Takde orang lain ke yang kau pilih sebagai pasangan, leceh la."

"Hahahaha, sakit perut aku, lawak, lawak... ketinggalan zaman la bro.."

Mesti sakit hati jika menerima kejian sebegitu?

Pasangan sebegini lebih mementingkan ukhrawi daripada duniawi, dia akan menolak ajakan pasangan untuk keluar berdua, kerana dia takutkan azab Allah S.W.T dan dia tidak mahu hanyut oleh godaan Iblis Syaitan laknatullah.

Tentu bosankan mendapat pasangan yang sebegini, sentiasa menolak ajakan kita untuk keluar berdua.Tentu kita bersungut andai ajakan kita tidak dapat dipenuhinya.

Inilah pasangan yang terbaik untuk kita, walaupun dia tidak cantik pada rupa paras, tetapi dia cantik pada akhlak dan budi pekerti. Ilmu agamanya penuh di dada dan menjadi benteng untuk menghalang godaan nafsu yang melalaikan.

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thanx for reading!

Trouble is A Friend~

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

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currently addicted to this song.. hahaha~ urm, got what i mean?. =)