evidence law and its application.

second paper checked!. yes! at last i get gaps until this coming wednesday! *mini merdeka! celebration please!. owh, no way! no celebration yet! 5 papers more to go!. sigh~

sitting in this room (which i called it pinky cube!) alone with no one interfering me with both of handphones switched off, give me some sort of relaxation. after gone through long hours without rest and with tense, i need my own space, time and  fresh air to feel alive again!. *ecewah!. walhal baru 2 papers da mcm hape je gaya! hahahaha!

looking straight to my notice board, jd pressure balik. haha.. bukan ada notes ape pon tp ada saman2 yg stil x setel2 lagi, financial statements yg masih tertunggak and and and exam timetable!. grr... tp kalau tak letak cmtu, boleh jadi lalai kemaenn. so biarkan... huuu...

the timetable! 2 papers checked!

 u know yesterday paper was Evidence law. well, what more to say.. evidence kan.. and after months of studying it, i think i am good enough in seeking and clarifying evidence!. hahaha.. in law, u can presume any facts you think it necessary even without you knowing the truth. u can only produce primary and secondary evidence to prove documents, unsworn statements must be corroborated for its admissibility, hearsay is inadmissible, legal professional privilege, privilege of communication during marriage bla bla bla.... exam akan bertambah gemilang apabila mendapat hints yang yeah sebijik2 keluar!. we wish for a miracle. at least we work hard to get that miracle kan kan?. hua3!

reading law is so much fun tau! especially when you can relate it with your daily live, yeah, like i used to do and when i relate it to anything, or even anyone, i can just imagine that i come out to become a great legal practicioner who can turn u down anytime and make sure you eat everything u threw out to me back before!. woahh! turning down people is something fun to do kan?. agree with me or not?. hua3~

below is attachment taken from section 107 and section 108 of Malaysian evidence Act. well, nk pakai Indian Evidence Act pun boleh since our law is in pari materia with their law particularly in this section.. huu.. second one is presumption of death. owh, im not giving any lecture here. just to relate it to our daily life and using as layman words as possible. person who missing at least for seven years without being heard from anyone who naturally have heard of him, the court may presume him as death. the burden of proving is shifted to one  who claimed his as alive. hurmm...

faham tak apa yg sy cuba nak sampaikan?. in this particular time, how i wish this presumption remains between you and me. either me or you who dead. lets presume like that. lets not contacting each other for atleast 7 years and after that we can read yassin for each other doakan roh kita sama-sama aman di sana. aci tak macam tu?. hurmm?. i think it is the best way to get rid from person like you. you are not alive in fact. u just alive in my imaginary and vice versa. alang2 dah ada law governs for such presumption kan.. huu... hahahaha.. takbest bila tengah sedap2 merepek mcm ni and the person replied 'apa-apa jelah.' or 'u said it, not me.' or 'up to you. im out' or 'dah puas merapu?' or 'terpulang...' etc... sigh~

truly, im not good in reading law but i try my best to enjoy whatever i do right now. i am a slow reader, i am a slow writer. and i always out of track in understanding directions. my english is bad. my bahasa melayu lagilah even worse!. but im good in finding solutions. i know what is the best for me and what is not. im good in giving direction. im good in social communication. im good in future planning. im good in tracking lies. im also good in critical thinking whenever it necessary. haha..

Assoc. Professor Dr. Mohammad Ismail Mohd. Yunus

last but not least, please feel free to meet my handsome lecturer!. woahhh! he's teaching evidence law la but, sorry sir, during class our (me and fatihah je ponn) confidence towards u always fluctuating up and down! the sole reason is because he gave us unreasonably high marks in midterm test while we thought we don't deserve that much of marks! is he even read our scripts or he just gave the marks by only looking at the provisions given by us?. *wondering! syukur hawa syukur!

Honour Trial

Trial Lawyer to Witness: Is it true that you accepted $25,000 as bribe money?

(a moment of silence)

Judge: Witness, please answer the question.

Witness: I'm sorry, Your Honour, I thought he was asking you.

*hurmm~ what does it suppose to mean?. haha. =) 

-the effect of reading professional practice!. lalalala~ -

SH: a game of shadows

i want to watch SHERLOCK HOLMES!!!! grrrrr... the one and only wish before the coming of 2012!. 

*my personal opinion, final exam should not be held in December!. we students loss great opportunity to track down mega sales, lots of great movies, we miss precious time to have holidays with family since this is a school holiday, we miss weddings to attend!. urghhhh, temporarily emotional breakdown!

professional practice..

 salam.. ini kali entry utk lepas tension. kepala suda sakit. mahu tdur pon sudah tak larat. so buat benda mcm x de kja lain.. haha.. first paper, as we all notice adalah professional practice. cikgu kami namanya cikgu nik haizam. org kelantan.. garanggg tau! tapi baik!. tp suka bg sy markah kosong! tp lepas tu dy bagi redeem!. haha.. with her, i am able to create my own law firm. its called AINIL FATIHAH & CO. ehehe.. tetiba segan. its a name combination between me and my partner. well, nak ada firm betul2 ntah bila la kan, mock firm pon boleh la.. dpt jugak chance bkerjasama dgn NIK NADZRI & PARTNERS. kah3!.

ada sesapa nk kenal dgn cikgu kami?. ramai org adore her including me. me personally rsa sgt kecil diri ini as compared to her. she is knowledgeable yet understanding and down to earth. she teached us not only to become a lawyer, but to become A GOOD AND ISLAMIC LAWYER with ethics and knowledge and virtue and iman and pride and and and..... in other word, we are trained to become human, using whatever knowledge we have to help people, not to become greedy with status n BMW n monies n rich man and and and.... yeah, u know the rest.. insyaAllah, with all the ilm, we will using it in better way and better manner. pray for ur madam.. thank you so much for all the knowledge u hv given to us..
 

meet my cikgu! she is cute isnt it?. Mdm. Nik Haizam Nik Jaafar

one of the notes... owh!

Mdm. Lawyer-to-be. ehehehe~

another Mdm. Lawyer-to-be! my co-counsel!.hek3..

ehemm.... dear readers, please refer to the first sentence at the notice board. ehemm! *clear throat*

--sampingan1--
i went through blogs randomly and i accidentally crash with 'epson1119' belongs to a friend of friend of mine. owh, shud i call him ur ex-friend H?. apa2 jelah ek.. like seriously secara x sengaja and this is my 3rd time in this week. sengaja tanak follow sbb x de sbb munasabah nk follow belog dia. but this 3rd time walking on his blog, i noticed something.. the entry about his watch collection. i think i am part of the contributor. owh, small, minor contributor.. sorry H, those memories keep hitting me,. i am part of it can?. yes, please admit it.. haha.. and another of his post; MY SCHOOLDAYS: 'Get married, start a family and become a doctor'. should i change it to suit myself?. "Get married, start a family and become a lawyer'? haha.. whatever lah kn...

--sampingan2--
dear readers, whoever you are. please dont take my words personally as it MAY BE not referring to you. i made a statement in general and i never mentioned anyone's name. i dont make statement just to shoot people or to break people's heart. it is just a mere statement only for me to show my feelings and whatever i felt. not more than that. hahaha...
i know my dear girlfriend, *or should i mention ur name je trus hasnida zainuddin?.* opss! hahaha! u took my words from my previous entry so blindly thats why u texted me suddenly last night kn kn kn??.. which part yg u rasa that entry was dedicated to u?. part gigi shantek tu ke?. haha perasannn kan!. hehehehe... so sorry my sweet friend. u better tell me the truth sbb i can read ur mind! yes, i am a saiko! sama mcm u!.hahahahaha! and tak sabar nk u blanje nasik kukus ayam dara tmn melati! keh!3~

i miss home. miss my ayah, and i miss u my old-friend

Ngh selak2 buku nak stadi. well,mmg ngah stadi pon. ttiba trasa nk bkak blog.. Then cek my sister's blog.. kemaennn kau yee update belog tiap jam! haha.. Untonglahhh ade lappy dpn mata.. Semalam ada usha2 wifi for home user. Which one is better? Streamix ade wifi kn?? Unifi? Ke yes? tak kesah r mna2. akn pasang nxt coming month. hehe..

Sbnrnya, i looked at ur page at fb td. we were close friends before. we used to b  best-buddies before. due to some issues, we b apart. dr dulu lg, i think u r a lucky girl. everyone loves u. yeah, atleast u have friends who can stand besides u. u hv great siblings n parents. u hv strong heart. u have nice smile cOmbined with great teeth! haha.. u hv wonderful mmories with him. u have him! u have ur pride and dignity. U have almost everything i wish i can have. these are among reasons why i always envy with u. u know what, there are certain things yg Allah. designs purposely for a Person je. like u and me, whatever u have tak sama dgn apa je yg sy ada.  u r lucky enough to have all whatever u hv sekarang ni dlm sedar ataupon tak, so keep thankful for that ya. Remember, there are many people outside there who envy with u, including me! Huu..

2 days in uia, i already miss home. He texted me last night and i said i don't wanna stay here for so long. I miss home! Hurmm.. Talked to him make me remember our 'twins baby convocation' plans.. Well, berangan itu mmg indah! last night i was having a sweet dream. a trip to cameron highland yow!! miss that place so much! last time i went there was during my form 2. n telling ya the truth, he was there jugak! hahahahaha! well, sort of org kampung pnya trip.  Hurmm , we were having fun kat sana. walaupon masa tu sooo kanak2 lagi..  cinta monyet yow! bila da besa, jd cinta gorilla lahh! hahah! owh, ptg td pon kunun nk take a nap. tp smpi 3jam tdo nap hamende tah! n i dreamt i was havin a big fight with my dad regarding to her-u-know-who! geramm! kna marah dgn ayah walaupon sekadar dalam mimpi is not a good feeling tau. i hate perasaan yg mcm ni.. mybe sbb i miss him a lot! yo daddy i miss u! esok pg2 gonna bgn awl and drive straight to airport to pick him up! c ya tmorow ayah! 

this is US.

from left: nazmalinda, ruzaini, izatul akmal, syazwani, ME, hannaani, siti fatihah, jaja rahim (not in the pic)

25dec11

salam to all. salam everyone.. haha... which carry the came meaning lah kan.. i'm at home right now. owh... today is ho!ho!ho! day kan?. well, happy holiday to all! and happy birthday to you.. =)

25dec tahun lepas i was at kuantan,. waktu2 mcmni kami berlapan sedang seronok berjimba2 di gambang waterpark. that was our first holiday together. ntah bila la boleh dpt holiday mcm tu lg.. n bila teringatkan yang tahun ni, our final semester yg hectic and no time pon to meet and mingle together with full corum, rsa mcm that kuantan trip will b our last trip together. kuantan jd menarik sbb bersama kalian. temerloh jadi indah sbb ada wani n teha!. hahaaha.. well, x pelah, ada masa we kumpul lagi..

25dec2008 was a memory for me. that was a great memory after all. after all night with tears, he came and swap em away. well, that was 3 years ago. i dont wish to have surprises every 25dec pon. but this year i got one!. a text actually.. hahaha.. from the same him! cuma bezanya this year dah takde tears2 dah.. hahah! this date is something for me! sangat sesuatu!. dah macam kna curse with this date je rasanya.. wahaha.. and obviously i slept really early last night kunun2 nk avoid those memries.. hahah, sorry, i failed!

looking forward for next year punya plan.. next month pun da busy.. a family trip to go. 2 weeddings to attend in a week! wow!. i need a new car daddy!. i need to travel a lot next year!. urghh! mengharap jelah dalam hati.. x tntu lg boleh dpt ponnn! sigh~

after final exam, im thinking of taking some break before further my steps. bukan sbb malas. really sbb nk rest dulu.. a month or two.  it solely depends on situation. so far mmg x apply apa2 kt mana2 lagi.. n x plan apa2 pon lagi.. sgt seronok lah kalau dpt sponsor holiday abroad! ada sapa2 nk sponsor??. ada??. urghh,. how i wish i am a trillionare daughter who can spend money without worrying anything! spend money on good foods, Europe trips, spa, body treatment, handbags, clothes, gadgets, bla bla bla~ owh! how beautiful life of fairy tales!.. *yes, berangan tu mmg seronok kan. no one can avoid to admit in!*

ok stop berangan. wanna go back to dapur to start cook for dinner plak. finish cook, will be rushin back to gombak and start my reading and revision for finals. this laptop will be handed back to my sister until tuesday.. hahahaha.. kbai. hv a blast days ahead! salam.

S.O.R.R.Y words

Just for you to know. i am not perfect. i make mistakes  several times. i hurt people most of the time. but when i say sorry, i actually mean it truly deeply from the bottom of my heart... 

i think i need a doctor.

instead of reading law books, i prefer to read some medical notes. not to  further my studies in medical field, neither to impress someone in that field! nahhh!. i read this for myself. i think i sick. tthe condition is becoming worse from day to day. i'll show u what i've read.

People often notice that when they get a sinus infection they also suffer from swollen tonsils, a sore throat and pain. Sinusitis is awful for people as it causes pain, pressure and congestion, add swollen tonsils to the equation, and the effects can become unbearable.

What is sinusitis?

Sinusitis occurs when there is inflammation and infection of the mucus membrane linings in one or more of your sinus cavities (air spaces inside your head connected to your nose) and nasal passages.

 What is tonsillitis?
Tonsillitis is the inflammation and infection of your tonsils. When the tonsils have trapped major infections entering the body through the mouth and nasal passages, they start to swell and turn red (inflamed)

 How does sinusitis cause tonsillitis?
An individual would now be suffering with both sinusitis and tonsillitis. Both these conditions can cause many of the following symptoms:
•Headaches
•Sore throat
•Bad breath (halitosis)
•White coating on the tongue
•Sinus pressure
•Sinus congestion
•Facial pain
•Ear pain
•Swollen and sore neck
•Yellow discharge from nose and/or throat
•Mucus stuck at the back of your throat
•Swollen eye lids
•Fever
•Coughing
•Swollen tonsils
•White coating on tonsils
•Finding hard to swallow
•Stiff neck
•Gruff voice or hoarse throat

the larger font are what i am suffering right now. i know that i have to refer to ENT specialist for this matter. am i right doctor?. but due to time constraint and other urgent matters, i just have to close my eyes and shut my mouth regarding to this matter. i am suffering this continuously for 3 weeks already!. what a pity girl i am, right?. the questions are now, if i keep postponing to see any specialist, would this lead to cancer or even worse?. should i go and see 'em asap?. whether this desease will lead to death??. nahh, im curious about this matter. now i really need a doctor with me. *begging*

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

I'm about to lose my mind

you've been gone for so long

I'm running out of time

I need a doctor

call me a doctor

I need a doctor, doctor

to bring me back to life...

A.I.K.O.L

salam all.. u know what?. the final examination is just around the corner!. pandang jeling ujung mata je pon dah boleh nmpk dah bayang2 dy!! warghh! dragonflies in my stomach!... grrr.... may Allah ease my ways... huhuhu..

this is hectic week. urghh,, i've mentioned before in my previous entry kan.. 2 midterms done. half of classes are finished. crazy presentation also done.. assignments done! now waiting for carry marks to come out and the exam question spots to come into our sight.. kalau ada lah kan.. huuuu *hopefully..hopefully...*
i enjoy my last days in aikol.. tempat jatuh bangun tu.. tempat memori.. tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang kan.. byk cerita disalik tiang2 dan dinding2 kan sini.. nangis dlm toilet sbb kna maki ngn lecturer, sudah. kna panggil masuk bilik lecturer face to face sbb markah midterm tak tely dgn achievments dlm kelas,pernah.. kena saman 2 kali dalam masa 3 hari, penah..beratur panjang sbb nk pre-reg subject, rsanya almost semester kna buat mcmtu. . fail papers??. ahahaha!,.. urmm... pendek kata, byk benda penah rsa kat sni.. haih~

ooo, sbnrnya bukan nk ckp sgt pon pasal those matters. now ada kat aikol computer lab kunun2 mahu mencari cases for preparation for final. yeah, as usual, melalut bukak bende lain dulu n update blog siap!. seriously today, masuk lab ni, tkejut teharu taksub suma ada! korg, computer baru weh!!. flat screen tuuu! urhh, compared to before. those lousy pc yg lem**p n always hang! there all are changed! lucky u lah juniors.. serius jealous!  sejak bila ditukar pon x sure. rsanya lately je. tp mmg mcm jakun sekejap lah. thinking like "kaya jugak uia ni bole tuka flat screen, bukan satu dua bijik je. but knp tanak tuka awal2?? time aku nk grad baru kau tuka.. haih" i dont know about other kulliyah.. but mine mmg agk terkebelakang in terms of facilities and technologies. kulliyah yg baru bukak, or in other word kulliyah yg baru dpt building baru, mesti canggih2 kan facilities korg?. lucky u guys lah..

nahh.. attached together with this picture.. haha.. hurmm, i'll be missing this place someday. this particular spot. insyaAllah i'll come back here someday for good when i become somebody aikol can proud of.

@TheNoteboook : Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard u are to handle, but still needs u in their life even if as a friend.

moody entry~

my mood is turning down and worsen from time to time. sorry to those yang mendapat makian percuma hari ni. and somehow, i think u deserve that, that makian.. sape soh carik pasal. kau tau mood aku tak baik since semalam kau bole tsengih2 mcm nk mintak penampar!. padhan!

esok ada satu lagi midterm. evidence law u better be nice with me. rabu, another one. islamic banking n takaful, i warn u from now! jumaat, another one. ok jurisprudence, i dont mind having cruel friend like u, just b nice with me! owh, not to forget, criminal procedure presentation! unlucky for me, i am the first presenter and my part is the longest! great!

u better b careful because i afraid that my mood is becoming worsen until the end of this week. lama lagi tuh! i dont expect anyone to pamper me, bodek2 me give me chocolate or anything. no. i dont need that. just consider my situation. owh, one think u must know that im a bad tampered woman. its up to u how u judge me. i know myself. im not simply mad at people without reason. once u break my trust or my happiness towards u, i will gv up on u forever! so sorry for that.

the best thing is im still sitting at home right now waiting for my lousy sister to return the car to me. buku tak baca lagi, hape pon tak buat lagi! great! u make my day so wonderful SISTER!. just for u to remember, skali kau menyusahkan hidup org, berkali2 org akan menyusahkn hidup kau. please learn how to appreciate people's time and situation then yours will be appreciated. bukan susah pun. senang je.. what goes around comes around. REMEMBER!

last but not least, thanx to twitter  the burung biru. i cant just say my anger at loud. i curse everyone i mad at in you. u becoming my bestfriend  today! and to those followers who read my twits, thnx alot sbb x maki i balik.. *owh, i dont know la kalau u guys maki me back in silent kn haha. well, its ur right to do whatever u wanna do kn.. sigh~

Kisahati: 'Realized that it's gonna be easier to walk away & hurt for a while than to hold on to something that ain't ever gonna happen.'

HB sister!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..... 

lalalala~

16.12.11- Dear my only sister, happy birthday yow! may ALLAH blesses you! sila membesar sebagai johan yow!.

u know now kan jd anak yang sudah besar mmg banyak dugaan n tanggungjawab. lets do it together semua yg selama ni aku pikul sorg. u r big enough to handle it together with me. now kau akan rasa apa yg aku pernah rasa. simpan semua pengalaman ini untuk kita membesar sebagai anak yang matang berfikir dan menghadapi dunia luar. ingat ye. banyak lagi ilmu yg kau perlu tuntut terutamanya ilmu putar alam ilmu membelit si ular sawa!. hahaha! =p

owh, ada sesiapa yg x kenal adik sy lagi??. jap2.. sy p carik picture dy jap... heee.... *mood excited!

hidup dia mmg salu hura-hara... hahahaha!

dia mmg selalu perasan cantek.. hahaha.. hantu shawl lah kununnn.... lalalala~

she is half robot half human.. sbb dy ada gigi besi! mcm betty ugly kan??. muahahaha!

miss cheerful??. like seriously??. huuuu~

 ***sumber gambar: desktop laptop dia! lalala~ jgn marah ek dik ai curik pictures u.. hehehe...***

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after several days, my feeling is getting better. i am getting better as well as my mom. hehe.. u know i acted weird lately because I.M.Y. yes, cant avoid to admit it here.

*seandainya masih rindu hulurkanlah ku sambutkan, puas ku tersiksa bagaikan terasa tidak bermakna lagi.... -demi masa.

he is my true man. and i love him.

salam. satu persatu dugaan datang menduga hati.. yes, rasa bersalah terhadap keluarga, dari minggu lepas lagi... macam2 yg terfikir yg tak dpt diluahkan.. harap2 dengan menulis dsini sedikit sbanyak memberi ketenangan..

bila hati resah, nk buat apa pon serba tak kena kan. itulah yang terjadi to me sekarang ini. last weekend was my cousin's engagement day. ntah apa punya kalut, sbb busuk hati sgt tanak someone to join the event (u know who ainilfatiha), aka against ayah's order, kembara yg menjadi mangsa. on that dot jugak tyre bocor sbb me drive langgar besi ceracak yg tah mana datang pon x taulah. serious menyesal sgt time tu jugak sbb lawan ckp ayah.. rasa mcm Allah byr cash sbb degil bajet dah besar sgt tanak ikut cakap ayah. nak tanak kna gak mintak org tu (org yg kalo boleh mmg sy tanak jmpe) dtg bg bantuan. malu tayah nak cakap lah. malu dengan ayah tu yg paling tak boleh dbendung. smpi kt event tu mmg x sanggup nk pandang muka ayah. rasa bersalah wehh! kembara mmg dah kna sadai jela kat tepi jalan kn. after event, mmg plan asal me yg nk g tukar tayar ape bagai. ayah dgn baik hatinya pergi kt tmpt kejadian n p buatla apa yg ptut dgn kembara tu. sy ayh suruh stay je kt event tayah buat pape. gile sebak. ayh cool je wlaupon sy dah menyusahkn dy n b4 tu mlawan lg ckp dy. owhh, that's why i love u ayah!

my mom was hospitalized last sunday and i cant accompany her till night sbb rush balik uia. nmpk mcm anak derhaka je kan??. yes, mmg itulah yg sy rsa. feel guilty yg tak terhingga!.n td bila pergi ziarah mak, nmpk dy dah bole senyum makan borak rancak kemaen,tidur sekatil barang sejam dua, i da lega. mom is getting better. Alhamdulillah. x sabar nk tggu mak discharge. bia mak rehat kat rumah je.

since kembara da jahanam, ayah lent me his fav car named Micheal (maikel). i know he loves maikel sooo much! kadang2 rasa dy syg maikel lg dr anak2 dy! *sigh. maikel is a sporty lowed German white car berbintang tiga plat no jck69. i never touch maikel before and nobody was!. only ayah can touch the car. but he lent it to me! what a precious moment kan sbb bole drive maikel!. believe me i cant even exceed 100km/h pon d highway sbb takut maikel calar ke rosak ke hape ke.. sbb mmg takut!. kalau kete lain mmg lenjan saje. tp maikel lain. mgkn sbb tau he is my dad's fav car kot. but this is not the real story. the story is i was about to get an accident with maikel in front of ayah!!!.

this was happened in front of pantai hospital klang. dekat traffic light kalau ke kiri ke sg udang, kanan ke lebuh turi, depan balik klang belakang ke pelabuhan klang *if im not mistaken. kt tepi jalan yg besar ada side jalan kecik and u have to cross that jalan kecik in order to go to a petrol pump.  balik dr hospital, i drove maikel, ayah drove wjh, sister drove mbj,  we both stop to isi minyak n ayh lead us. and i was sooo carelessly drove maikel nak melintas jalan without notice yg ada another car yg lalu jln tu. ALMOST ye maikel nk kiss that old chinese tu pnya unser! owh damn it! ayh da sure2 nmpk dgn mata kepala dy sendiri how careless i was at that time. he smile je dr jauh n ask me to park the car. grrrr... shaking beb! dah dpt rasa penampar ayh kat muka dah! mati r kalo maikel calar, serius im gonna die that night!. n fortunately TAK CALAR pon even a single crash!. hahahaha!, owh im not that happy pon sbnrnya that time!.shaking lagi kot till now!. sy kluar kete mmg da bgenang dah tunggu bjurai je airmata mahal nih. get ready je nk dpt makian dr ayh.. lucky me, ayah x marah ponn. fuhh, lega. singgah papa tomyam. sy snyp jelah dah. nervous td x hilang my dad question me 'still nervous lg ke?' smbil usap2 belakang badan! haaa, dy pujuk lah tuu.. hahaha..

ayah oh ayah.. i almost spoil everything td. i da jahanamkan kembara last week. i disobeyed u. i cant take turn to lawat mak everyday with teha mcm sy sorg je lah kan yg ada kerja kt dunia ni. and i almost hurt maikel! u bole chill me out just like that?. just like nothing happened?. seriously i feel guilty! how can i say sorry to him? how can i pay everything to him?. and now i get the answer. thats why u r a father. thats why Allah gives u to me as father. i truly love u ayah. u r my true man who can be with me everytime phisically and emotionally, not simply blame me without understand me. i need u always be with me and love me like nobody else!. thank to Allah to give him to us as father.

p/s: i give u a chance but u never dare to take it. tonight i just realized that no man can love me like ayah does. no single man including u! u r are away when i really2 need u. u only come just for me to satisfy u. well, enough said. have a good days ahead. kbai. salam. 

A memo for U.

u know that I'm having loads of problems in my head. i just need you to be with me right now to share those burdens. i don't need anyone else. i cant handle this alone don't u notice that?. i shared almost everything with u inside and outside!. now i want to share my horrible days with you too expecting you to chill me out. i don't want anything else. i just need an accompany, a listener and a friend to hear all the problems. is that so hard for you to be one?. I'm expecting u to become my friend in any situations, in any time regardless of my happy or my bad moods. please, prove to me that u r the one..

budi dan bahasa itu datang seiring yeh.

salam jumaat semua... sy br je lepas selak2 belog2 yg skarang dok kecoh pasal kes kutuk2-backup2 kpop tu.. ye, betol lah tu. ehh, bkn sbb sy nk join kutuk ke ape, nak tlg backup, jauh sekali!. sy kan pure melayu. dengar lagu omputih ponnn jarang. sokmo dgr lagu rok kapak jeh. korea2 nih, kalo ade yg nk sponsor pegi sana, sy mmg nak tp nk fanatik retis2 dorg, rasanya tak lah kot.. hahaha.. main subject here is not the kpop things tp budi bahasa. ye (again), budi bahasa yg da smakin terhakis dr sifat semulajadi manusia terutamanya kita org melayu. *apesal rasa mcm skema je tulisan hari ini ye?. hurrmm.. 

mmg org melayu sekarang kuat mengutuk yeh? kuat mengata?n kuat mencaci dan memaki?? like seriously?. kalau nak berkata bad things like babi setan sial pukimak bodoh fuck pegimampos bullshit tu rasanya mcm dah biasa sgt dah dengar keluar dr mulut bangsa kita. acane lah dorg ni.. yg da besar2 tu ok lah fhm lah.. yg biasa benau mulut nk menyebut pkataan2 tu skang ni adelah bebudak sekolah yg tak besau mana ponn.. hingus ponn meleleh lagi, pkai tdung pon senget2 lagi.. nk beli eskrem pon makbapak bg duwet lagi, tp lagak macam dah besau sgt je kan.. alahai dik oi... kesian akak tgk korg..

sbnrnya dah byk kali dah perasan.. well, sy pon ada adik2 yg baru nk meningkat remaja. mereka pon ada kawan2. sy kawan juga dgn mereka. trend mereka kot nk master words mcm tu. sape lg byk  tau vocabs, dialah master.. ke gitu?. ntahlah.. i've been reading those comments yang ada kat belog adik sorg ni yg katanya fake blog pon.. kesian sgt tgk. bukan kat org yg kena kutuk. tp kat org yg mengutuk tu... hadik2 je ponn tp bahasa kau org! alahai, sedih dik oi, sedih! kawan2, (yg sebaya2 sy lah ni), kita masa dulu time skola dulu2 lah, ade ke throw such harsh words cm gini? kalaupon marah, cm ni ke?. me personally rsanya tak.. kalau ada yg terlepas tu, shame on me lah.. haih..

frankly speaking, sy pon tak adelah baik mana... tp xdelah smpai hati sy nak mengata mencaci org sedemikian rupa. yes, sakit hati tu biasalah. rasa nk maki org pon sesalu, tp kan boleh cari words yg lagi sopan dan acceptable. ibarat menarik rambut dalam tepung, rambut tak putus, tepung pon tak berterabur. maksudnya??. biar mesej yang kita nk sampaikan tu sampai kat org yg sepatutnya tapi diri kita sendiri tak dibenci dan tak memalukan pihak yg satu lagi. kan ke elok begitu. use ur words wisely after this ok.

 i have to agree that masing2 ada pendapat masing2 n masing2 nak luahkan isi hati masing2. yeah yeah.. i know all the facts of human rights, freedom of speech freedom of accosiation, segala macam right dalam perlembagaan persekutuan blah blah blah.... tp masa kita meluahkan tu, ada tak kita fikir perasaan org lain?. nak2 yg melibatkan public access sprti blog twetter fb etc. pernah terfikir tak, kalau kitalah yg kena laser macam tu, apa plak perasaan n tindakan kita?. menangis? menyorok bawah katil?. ke trus g terjun bangunan je??.kannn.. so bila kita tanak org buat kat kita, jgn r buat kat org pulak. it's karma kan. life is like a wheel. mesti pernah dengar kan?. n sure semua pon faham kan?.apa yg cikgeligeli ckp kat belog dy mmg adalah betol. jangan sampai kita buat sekarang, tp menyesal tak sudah. ksian sgt. masa korg panjang lagi. umur baru belas2 tahun plak. kenapa nak gelapkan masa depan sndri dgn mempunyai mulut yg setaraf dgn loji kumbahan?. oppsss!

itu baru bebudak kecik yg main kutuk dan keji.. nasib tak baik, DS Najib pon selalu kena! alahai kesian kat DS. tak percaya? tunggu DS post smthing kat tweeter and FB beliau then tgk komen2 yg beratus2 cecah ribu kadang2 sume dok pakat kutuk beliau n pentadbiran Msia sekarang. nak gelak pon ada sbb lawak tgk gelagat so-called malaysian yg dok mengata tu tp satu komen pon DS tak layan, tak terkesan lgsg kt beliau.. haha.. lawak kn?. sia2 je usaha mereka mengutuk DS ibarat mencurah air di daun keladi.. hahaha.

ok, ini bukan nak cakap pasal politik ke apa, sbb sy tau x ramai yg suka politik2 ni nak2 barisan nasional khususnya UMNO. well n fine, sy boleh respect pendapat mereka dgn tak menulis apa yg mereka benci. huhu.. tp isu yang mahu dibangkitkan di sini adelah kat mana budi dan bahasa kita sebagai org melayu??. kau cakap kasar2, tp kau pakai tudung, nama memasing ade nur muhamad ber bin binti bagai, sembahyang tanak tinggal. tak ke rasa tak telly dgn perbuatan sendri?. Nabi x suruh pon umatnya menghina sesama umat, apatah lagi menjatuhkan aib saudara seagama. Nabi dah pesan supaya kita menutup aib saudara kita sendiri supaya tak menjadi penyebab keruntuhan agama sndiri. fikir logik sudah. buat apa nak malukan bangsa n saudara sendiri dgn menyumpah seranah?. sayang menyayang saling percaya punca kasih berpanjangan (lagu sarah raisudin dgn jamal!hahaha) sudah...

dari kecik lg kita dah d suruh berikrar rukun negara. ingat tak rukun yang terakhir?. ke dah lupa? ke blindly follow je??. 'kesopanan dan kesusilaan' ye kawan2.. sapa yg tatau apa mksudnya sila angkat tangan!!

jadi, marilah bersama2 kita manjaga kesopanan dan budi bahasa serta tingkah laku sebagai org melayu yang beragama islam.

sekian dari saya, assalamualaikum. =)

next trip to plan.. =)

MIAWWWW!!! another trip to go! yeah!... =) tanak bgtau lagi pegi mana.. hahaha.. kalau tetiba hilang seminggu tu mksudnya i'm on my holiday lah... eheee...

katahati: x saba nk jalan2 ngn iman naik bot makan seafood puas2.. nk belikn dy beg tarik lah bia dy bwk brg dy sndri... hahaha!

mood resah.

dear CRIMINAL PROCEDURE, please be nice with me.. I Love You. salam.

20 reasons why you should date a LAW STUDENT! =)

hahahahahaha! adoilah... cant agree less! teheeee.... but human is human lah kan regardless of their occupations and professions. please accept people just the way they are ya uols!.. lalalala~

reasons for a broken relationship..

soalan: kenapa sesebuah hubungan itu tak dapat diteruskan walaupon masih ada sisa sayang di hati?. 
antara alasannya yg dapat difikirkan yang rasa2 logik dan diterima akal antaranya;

1. bila makayah tak restu. ini yang paling sakit.
2. bila selalu sangat bercanggah pendapat
3. walaupun rumah dekat tapi jarang sangat jumpa. kua dating apatah lagi. bila terserempak dekat market pon jadi bersalah nak betegur sapa.
4. bila salah satu pasangan mempunyai sisi kehidupan lain yang tidak diketahui pasangan satu lagi.
5. bila masing2 pasang spare part tapi tanak reveal. *gila kau! kantoi r kang!
6. bila pasangan anda tak dapat memenuhi kehendak dan keinginan anda yang tak kira tempat dan masa dan keadaan.
7. bila anda mengamuk/marah/minta dipujuk tp dia buat bodoh.. yes, boleh mengundang!
8. bila free-time tak sama. sorg busy weekdays, sorg lg busy weekend. nak texting pon x sempat! adoi!
9. bila gaduh, dedua punya ego macam bonggol unta! tinggi kemaenn!
10. bila susah sangat nak say ILY to each other. bila bf da lafaz, yg gf bole buat bodo je reply 'erm, yeke? haha.. ' tu je kau reply??? mmg bangang!
11. bila kau dah angkat gf kau bagi dy falling habes, bila dy ckp IMY, kau pulak reply 'baru sekarang nak rindu?.urm, ok..' ok, u both can go to hell!.
12. bila masing2 tanak share cerita masing2. as if masing2 tu strangers.. lepas 3 tahun bcinta pon kau msih taktau bf kau pakai hp apa, warna kegemaran, makanan kegemaran, size kasut,. tak ke macam stranger tuuu??.
13. bila raya pon tanak datang umah. bukan suruh anta cincin betunang ponnnnn! suruh datang umah makan kuih raya jeee.. kuih2 buatan sendiri pulak. frust tau tak??. *ini hanya contoh untuk meng-extravaganza kn keadaan.. hohoho~
14. bila jumpa family memasing pon bole buat bodo. konon nk cover line r tanak family tau kau org bcinta.. hell!
15. bila kawan2 sendiri pon taktau sapa bf/gf kau. nickname pon dorg taktau!. wehhhh! 3 tahun tu cane korg bcinta??. seyes camana??. sorg pon xtau??. dasat lahh..
16. bila korg break n re-couple smpi 4 kali!!. *geleng-kepala
17. bila dah communication breakdown, nak buat apa ponn tak boleh! huhuhu... padhan muka sndri..

moral of the story, jangan bcinta kalau masih tak bersedia. kalau rasa diri sendiri tu x puas main lagi ngn kehidupan muda, jgn bjanji n mengikat sesuatu perhubungan krn ia melibatkan hati dan perasaan manusia, bukan hati nyamuk ke hati ikan ke... ok?  #noted to myself.
 

blackberry dah boleh mention??

SOALAN: blackberry dah boleh mention person in facebook????

curiosity can kills a cat. so dont make curiosity kills me pulak.. i need an explanation! uwahhh!

::::: i have to admit that saya pengguna tegar blackberry. saya prefer tidur seminggu straight away kalau takde blackberry dalam hidup saya.. haih~

PRE-GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT part-4

photo-shooting dijalankan di sekitar iium pada malam hari yang sama (1.12.11) selepas selesai dinner di Rodeo Steakhaus Gombak prima. hahaha.. masih dlm mood meng-upload gmbr kn so upload sajeh!. =)

"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods."
- Artistotle -

"It is a sweet thing, friendship, a dear balm,
A happy and auspicious bird of calm..."
- Shelly -

"To be depressed is to be lonely; to have a friend is to be happy..."
- Guido -

"It is better to be in chains with friends , than to be in a garden with strangers."
-Persian Proverb -

"I wanted a perfect ending, now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, 

and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. 

Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, 

without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity."

- Gilda Radner -

WONDERMILK again! =)

WONDERMILK wishlist checked!! yeah!!. hahaha..
lepas buka puasa td kaki terasa gatal nk bejalan2 ke Damansara.. saje je lah mmg da berniat nak ke WM utk tempah cupcake for cousin for her engagement day next week.. alang2 da ke sana ape lagi berhibur lah bersama cupcakes itu semua! masyaAllah sangat lah suka rasa hati yeh! entry sblm ni dah pernah update pasal WM.entry 23/3/11 kalau tak silap.. hehehe... ok tanak cakap banyak. just enjoy the photo! yummy2! =)

 

 

 

  

i like the suasana here.. sooo menenangkan with those interior designs.. the best place to chill out! hehehe.. =)

got a present from cik wien! =)

salam everyone.. =)
harini saya happy.. owh, yes, HAPPY! =))
harini happy okeh! happy sebab dapat hadiah! yehoooo!
beckie dapat baju baru!! wotwooot! thanx to auntie cik wiwien! eheeee... tenkiuu....
yu, ai suke baju baru beckie.. suke la yu... ai rasa dy macam selamat je duduk dlm baju tu... heeee...
tenkiu ye sbb selalu perihatin ngn ai.. beckie pon yu perihatin sekali.. yu mmg kesayangan ai dunia akhirat, insyaAllah.
tenkiu sebab jadi kawan ai jugak. sbb selalu ada dgn ai susah senang. tenkiu sbb selalu rindu kt ai. sbb suka spend time with me sbb tak pernah bekira dgn ai wang ringgit masa dan keadaan. ai tau ai bukanlah kawan yg baik sangat..  ekk??. ai kawan yg baik kan yu kn?? kn? kn?? hahahaha.. =)

nah, tgk lah beckie ngn baju baru dia.. bkilat-kilat lah yu! hehehe...

p/s: yu yg ajar dengar lagu kekasih yang tak dianggap kat ai. n im addicted to it. igt tak bila u ajar?. masa tu kat dalam bilik ai kat ats katil dlm bulan 12 tahun 2008 time kenduri tu yg u sleepover my house buat muffin yg selambak tu.haha.. ai siap lukis2 lagi mentari pelangi bulan bintang.. hahaha...tp skang bile ai dengar je lagu ni ai jd sedih... acane ni yu??? adeh~

PRE-GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT part-3

among the AIKOLIANS. will be missing them.. huu..

 

with arzeekareha awang.. ex-roomate during matriculation. what more to say.. goodluck azi!

 

with choah d'great. haha..

  

with niza. geng merepek saya. hahaha..

 munirah-niza-aqilah!

 ini team syariah (LLB.S) goodluck korg!.  azizah-hidayah-hajar

self-reminder

#noted.

PRE-GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT part-2

thursday-011211-5.30pm-iium.admin.building-IIUM.LAW.GRADS.PHOTOSHOOT!!!

PRE-GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT part-1

thursday-011211-5.30pm-iium.main.staircase-IIUM.LAW.GRADS.PHOTOSHOOT!!!

these are the informal photoshoot(personal cameras). the formal picture is in progress! can't wait!!

bukan niatku....

bukan ku sengaja mahu kau terluka. bukan niatku. #takenote.

SAYA DAH JUMPA ADIK SAYA.. =)

pesanan penaja: entry ini hanya untuk dia yang berkaitan sahaja aka AINIL.FATIHA.MASFANGI

 

hehh! belog updated konon! look at her.. look at her deep inside!. saya rasa dia memang dilahirkan hanya untuk menyakitkan hati saya sbg kakak.. haih~ ehh, aku tak sakit hati sgt r pasal belog tu.. tp issue pagi tadi memang mengundang! kau hutang aku KUANTAN! ingat ye adik manisss!. huhuhuhu~

p/s: cakap ngn kawan kau tadi tu aku bukan sengaja nak kutuk kelantan sangat.. hahaha.. nnt dia igt aku racist plak ek.. doa2 lah ak x sangkut mana2 manusia dr kelantan yeh.. *praying

mana adik saya?. anyone?

pelik sebenarnya bila my little sister tak update belog dy dalam masa beberapa hari.. yes.. pelik ngat aih.. banyak sgt kemungkinan2 yang lalu dlm pala minda ni haa.. antaranya adalah;

1. dy tidur tak bangun2 dlm masa beberapa hari,.. hybernate kemaennn kau kan??
2. tenet kat umah da kena potong. ehh, yg ni tak mungkin sbb ritu baru je byr.
3. kna que ngn iman ngn aboy ngn ayah?. what the??. isk3, x kan dgn iman pon dy kalah..
4. sbb ari2 g kuar dating perabis duit makbapak... dy ade boyfriend pon ke nk g kua dating??. *wondering
5. sbb mak dera soh buat kja umah?? sbb mak ikat dy kat pokok pelam?? sbb mak kunci dy dalam bilik??
6. xkan sbb kna ikot ayh g kja siang malam?? impossible!
7. ke sbb g ikot KAKAK kesayangan dy g merayap?. ish3..
8. pc kat umah rosak ke??
9. jari jemari dy sakit kowt x boleh menaip.. hurmm..
10. hilang punca idea mungkin?? macam mustahil la pula yg ni...
11. blogspot da kna block kat umah?? aci tak?. 
12. ke tgh jadi bibik kat so-called rumah baru??
13. atau kesemuanya yg diatas???

in conclusion, sbnrnya situasi ni x delah pelik mana. bila mana kakak dy ni yg tengah serabut, mengharapkan sesuatu perkabaran baik dr rumah ttpi tidak mendapat respon yg sewajarnya, mmg mengundang kemurungan dan kelukaan. tah pape je..

haha.. this is my lil sister.. but obviously lah kan sy lg shantek dr dy.. wahaha! tp dy lagi shelim dr sy! owh nooo!! pic above was during our s'pore trip awal tahun ni (2011). this was our first sis-sis trip together. what a survival days la kat tempat org dua beradik je waktu tu..hahaha.. (actually one of my friend pon ada yg follow. credit to izatul akmal mlayan kerenah kami dua bradik.haha..)

December...

eh eh!. da December rupanya!. dah december la awak!. it's ho ho ho merry christmas month kan?. hahaha.. nak org wish in advance ke?. in case lost contact dalam masa terdekat ni?. huuu..... hopefully not.. ok nak bsiap. nani si mak tiri da menjerit.. haih~

review: i love to watch no strings attached. friends with benefit pon agak menarik.. tapi lagho je kan tu suma. so abaikan. kbai.

bila you type msj then delete then type balik then delete balik then type balik tp still tak send pon to the intended receiver,  you know that you have a problem. end up msj tu tsimpn dlm draft. itu namanya gangguan perasaan. skian wassalam. 

u slap me into reality. and now im awake from my long dream. what should i say now? regret? sedih? i miss the old me. dan saya dah tak kenal dah siapa saya yg sebenar. enough said. im back to my previous feelings. those hurt feelings.. entahlah..

entry ni untuk hannaani.

Dear Hannaani, masih igtkah anda pada conversation ini?. hahaha...

wahahahaha! gabak gile! tp pedulik ape saya. jelas bia senang awk nk baca balik.. hahaha!. awak ingat tak bila masa kite pnya conversation ni? haha.. i found this comment from one of my older entry.. terkonang plak ceciter dulu.. life in wonderful kan sbnrnya?. between us la of course!. hahahaha. glad to have u as my friend. i dont wish to loss u as one of my best-ever-friend smpi bila2. hahaha.. parents kita pon da jmpe. cincin tunang je org x dpt lagi ni. so bila nak langsungnye awak?. ahahaha!

meet my young boy, people!

I post this picture while waiting my friend to finish her magrib prayer,. i'm missing this young boy sebenarnya. dialah yg mntk broadband pagi td! hahaha! teringat pulak ayat dia.

'kakak, broadband mana? iman nak guna kejap lah.' 

"ntah. mna tau. kakcik last guna. atas meja tade?" 

'tade pon. iman dah carik dah' 

"kakak dah nak balik nih. adik nak guna leptop lama ke?" 

'owh, kakak dah nak balik ke? takpelah tak jadilah guna. iman tutup balik leptop ye. nnt kakak amek leptop atas meja tau. nnt iman letak kt situ'

"betul tanak guna?" *saja pancing 

 'takpelah adik tgk katun jelah kat tibi.'

hahahaha.. pelik. for me, ini pelik. he has higher consideration early in the morning! again, pelik. kenapa jadi matang di pagi hari?. ade mimpi something ke dik malam td?. hahaha!.. #kbai