seems my sinus symptom doesn't want to stop.. and my body skins tellin me that im getting older! owh no!. vitamins and spa and collagens and treatments and
everyone is having their new missions every new year.. its like a norms la kot ada azam tahun baru. i was sitting with my friends and having some girls stuff chit-chatting and it comes to masing2 pnya azam. ruzaini wished to marry anyone named azam!. kemaennn!. wani and linda were wishing to merealisasikan azam tahun lepas. haha.. it is soo cliche girls!. everyone is having that wish! fatihah wished to have her law practicing certificate by this year. well good luck!. jaja rahim wished to attend weddings to all of us in THIS year!. mungkin ini akn mjadi angan2 dia sahaja. mungkin tak semua ja, sorry!.haha. and me?. i dont wish to have any wish. but saja berseloroh dgn dorg tadi 'i wish to win his heart and not doing any stupid things anymore.' when they asked whose heart?. i said i dont know. haha.. dah kata pon berseloroh. and i dont intend for the wish to come true pon.. so in conclusion, i dont have any wish!. i just want to do whatever i want. i dont wanna specify it. so thats it. every year pon mcm ni.. huhu...
talking about celebrating new year,. my celebration mostly were with friends and family. hurmm. last 3 years, i was laying on my bed alone. last 2 years, i was watching avatar midnight movie with Hairani, one of my girlfriends, at bkt. raja. only 2 of us. huuu... last year, i was in JB, specifically in a hotel room with my beloved sister and izatul akmal, staying a night to have our mini trip to Singapore tomorrow morning. and this year, we, the six of us, were sitting in my compartment, the pinky cube! we cooked 5 packets of maggie with teh o and a box of big apple donuts to celeb our new year!. sound so simple kan?. but still, we were having really good time together!. and now i already think of what kind of celebration i'll hv in next year!
my student life is about to finish. my time with these great friends is about to end. but then, what to do. just follow the flow Allah provides us. i believe in faith. and i believe in whatever He determines for me. just wait and see. still, im looking forward for my future. i want to brand my own name. i want people to notice me with my own character.. i want people to love me and respect me. i want to make charity. i want to have my own money and go anywhere i wish to go. i want to have a baby. a very cute baby!. haha.. urm.. ok sudah start nak merepek. i better stop now. but again, happy new year everyone! salam!
