30.6.09

how to b single

arini nak wat book review la plak..hehe..the moment i read the book i feel something yg ssh nk dscribe..the book suits me..not a fantacy or self-cauraging book but stil it had teach me alot!.after almost 3months br dpt abeskan bce buku ni..wow!!.such a long time kan??.haha.. what i get from this book which i like to share to the single frens of mine outside which is the book is very2 wonderful!..try r bce buku ni lau xcaye..haha..


first: believe in yourself...love urself..yes!.yourself! --which is the most important ingredient!.
  • we have to love ourselves fiercely.like a lioness protecting her cub
  • we love ourselves as passionately as the romans love, with joy and entitlement and enthusiasm
  • we do love ourselves with the pride and dignity of any french women.
  • we love ourselves like 70-years-old brazillian enjoying the samba dance in the middle of a block party!.is that posible?.haha
  • we have to aggrasively love ourselves. we practically have to stalk ourselves, that is how much energy we need to put into this.
  • last but not least, we have to discover our inner Viking and wear our shining armor and love ourselves as bravely as we ever thought possible. so yes!. i guess we practically have to love ourselves!
what i can say is that in order to look for the love from the what-we-call-a-lover, we must be a lover first...to spread or love to urrselves,then to our family,the frens n then barula our a-man-who-we-call-him-myman. betwenn family n fren, family become the priority..between frens and boyfren, then the frens are in the higher position..haha...
a long time ago, my fren(if i can call him a fren) always argued sayin that if i have to choose btween man n fren, the exact answer is the man..fren may with me forever dlm keadaan susah or senang but love is difficult to find..hahaha!!..i proved to him that was WRONG!.kawan pon ade hati n perasaan..kawan pon pandai berkecil hati..kawan pon boleh hilang n pergi kalau kite abaikan die..so what??. i proved it wrong..mmgla betol kawan akn sentiasa ada dgn kite but it just physically..but emotianally?sedangkan haiwan pon pandai merajuk inikan pula manusia yg tuhan anugerahkan akl fikiran yg cerdik dan hati dan perasaan y mudah tersentuh..so the better ways are to show n spread ur love in the circle of urs..the cirlce which is built to urself.. then baru u can get the real love of ur life..it that so ironic rite?. i like this..perhaps u like this too..

21.5.09

bye bye..



becoz of loving you,i lost my own heart..



4.5.09

INTERSCHOL DEBATING CHAMPIONSHIP 09

the girls of welfare!..hehe


al-amin team B..sayalah usher dorg yg berdedikasi..hehe


ngn nida tersayang...luv ya.. =)


cenderahati tok adik2..hehehe


nani..sori...i made it happened again!.huk3..(tasik titiwangse..)


moot court yg sesak lg padat..


abeh ghupenya duwet aku doeh...


adik2 tiha tersayang...huu... (merah padam muke tiha dikelilingi mamat2 SAS


tym bincang motion..besungguh2 kan??


strictly no parking okay??


peneman setiaku..hee...


adik2 nana pule... MRSM KKB



welcomer at cac..glamour gak job ni taw!..haha..


nothing much to say....
just look and smile!. =)

DIA DALAM KENANGAN

what more to say...
saya syg die..
sbg kawan yg paling akrab..
zaman kecik2 dulu..
he was my obsession..
and now he was gone
pergi mengadap Allah yang Esa..
oh...itulah takdirnya..
yg hidup tu pasti akan kembali..
cuma masa dan dimana..
persoalannya yg xmampu kita jwb..
sbgai mnusia kite cume mmpu bserah..
INNALILLAHIWAINNALILLAHIRRAJIUNN...

ive given the news a few hours ago...he was died this morning due to accident in ulu yam...
i like to called him boy.. his real name was farid.. my first obsession(if i can said so).
he was nice..good looking..matured...byk knangan kanak2 bsama die..dulu tym kecik salu bfikir lau la aku dpt kawen ngn die...huk3...never be close wif him, only just for a while during my form 4 but i know he liked me too..huhu...farid..what happen to u?.u r gone too fast!..makk!...aku rase kehilangan!..xcukup2 rase sedih n kehilangan!...ohh,,im sorry...xsepatutnya aku rse cmni...sapelah aku nk meratapi pemergiannya...aku doakn kau bhgia di sana...Allah lebih sayangkan kau..kau byk ajr aku erti kehidupan...byk...aku xpernah rse tenang setenang bile aku dpt tgk riaksi kau..mengiburkan..kau baik..wlau apepon yg org lain kate..aku tau jauh di sudut ati kau,kau mmg seorang yang baik..wlau sape pon yg pernah singgah kat hati ni..kau ttp yg pertama farid.itu xkan pernah berubah...
aku smpn sume kenangan kite baik2..kau ttp dalam anganku...aku ttp akan sayang kau...tu xkan penah berubah..kau kawan aku dunia akhirat farid...kite pasti akn jumpe lagi...arah tujuan kite ttp sama..cuma kau dipanggil dahulu dari aku...takdir kite berbeza..aku akn teruskan hidup...jaga ibu kau di sana...dia sedang tunggu kau..biarkan yg hidup ni teruskan hidup..huh..
Ya Allah..kenapa die?sempat ke die bertaubat bersujud kepadamu??sempat ke??Ya Allah.maafkan lah semua kesalahan die.die cume insan biase.insan yg lemah dan mudah terpedaya dgn nikmat dunia..huu....aku jd takut...andai selepas ini giliran aku menghadap Kau ya Allah!..adakah aku bersedia??.aku belum bersedia ya Allah!..bukakanlah jalanku..suluhkanlah lorong2 gelapku ya ALlah..aku menuju ke arah taubatMu...huu..
Farid...tenanglah kau di sana...bersemadi dengan aman...ada hikmahnya mengapa Dia mengambilmu lebih awal dr yang lain2...semoga kau bahgia...sampaikan salam aku dengan yang Esa...kite pasti kan jumpe lagi di lain dunia..aku janji itu.....

AL-FATIHAH UNTUK MUHAMMAD FARID...

10.4.09

We tried to be human but we failed haha (evil grins)

My special thanx goes to no other else, Nur Hannaani for the first new entry haha..The compliment will straight away goes to her ( if you manage to hit my ponit haha). Well i guess the first one should be the remarkable one but it turn out to be the other way.Doesnt matter anyway.

i have lots of things to share here with u guys and i'll make it easier for me to get in touch by having this blog. my dearest frens n i gonna make it crazier ever i hv not been able to have before..so nani will proceed...

Dont play with the fire.Please get my point.I really mean it.You may now rest in peace in 'hell'.Say whatever you wish to say and i WONT give even A shit to you.Do whatever you wish to do and i dont even fucking care.Now take back all your memeories.Ah i mean your sad black memories. even the evil memories!..plizz.. i begging you...huhuhuhu...

Its easy to say 'i love you' rather than appreciate the one who really loves and cares towards you.Pathetic huh?After all,this type of person should be categories as the most lousy-pathtic-outstanding person.You made mockery of all theses.I know your love wasnt real.And i blamed myself for stupidly believed whatever you said to. even there is my fav mistake but i still regreting it.. dont ever blame me because of my feelings towards you (evil feelings i mean)..

I blamed you,you blamed me back.Thanx for taking me for granted.I can get another you in a second man.Frankly speaking,i am the real fighther!haha im please with myslef.I know when i should surrender..AT LEAST!and so now i am surrender.The more i know you,the more i know the meaning of love.The more i love,the more i can feel the hurt.Love hurts.Loving you is a mistake,loving you is exhausting.To people out there,please do not involve youself into love.NO WAY back into love.Am i sound rigid?No im not!If you guys feel im emotive type of person,then you are wrong to be here..Dipersilakan..

I have a long holiday ahead.Tapi there is another one paper to go.Bloody you..Go study lah!Hahaha.Enough for now.Back to study ;)