10.4.09

We tried to be human but we failed haha (evil grins)

My special thanx goes to no other else, Nur Hannaani for the first new entry haha..The compliment will straight away goes to her ( if you manage to hit my ponit haha). Well i guess the first one should be the remarkable one but it turn out to be the other way.Doesnt matter anyway.

i have lots of things to share here with u guys and i'll make it easier for me to get in touch by having this blog. my dearest frens n i gonna make it crazier ever i hv not been able to have before..so nani will proceed...

Dont play with the fire.Please get my point.I really mean it.You may now rest in peace in 'hell'.Say whatever you wish to say and i WONT give even A shit to you.Do whatever you wish to do and i dont even fucking care.Now take back all your memeories.Ah i mean your sad black memories. even the evil memories!..plizz.. i begging you...huhuhuhu...

Its easy to say 'i love you' rather than appreciate the one who really loves and cares towards you.Pathetic huh?After all,this type of person should be categories as the most lousy-pathtic-outstanding person.You made mockery of all theses.I know your love wasnt real.And i blamed myself for stupidly believed whatever you said to. even there is my fav mistake but i still regreting it.. dont ever blame me because of my feelings towards you (evil feelings i mean)..

I blamed you,you blamed me back.Thanx for taking me for granted.I can get another you in a second man.Frankly speaking,i am the real fighther!haha im please with myslef.I know when i should surrender..AT LEAST!and so now i am surrender.The more i know you,the more i know the meaning of love.The more i love,the more i can feel the hurt.Love hurts.Loving you is a mistake,loving you is exhausting.To people out there,please do not involve youself into love.NO WAY back into love.Am i sound rigid?No im not!If you guys feel im emotive type of person,then you are wrong to be here..Dipersilakan..

I have a long holiday ahead.Tapi there is another one paper to go.Bloody you..Go study lah!Hahaha.Enough for now.Back to study ;)